i just thought about the fact that soon white people are going to catch on to “or nah?” just thinking about it sent a chill thru my whole body.
smiling on command baffles me. it’s one of those things that’s weird as hell if you think about it but because everyone does it, it seems normal.
like being in love with someone.
wheat bread +
maple syrup =
it’s funny and sad at the same damn time
this has to be on the list of my top five worst posts
also, i have cornered the “look how broke i am” market on tumblr.
been making an effort to be more socially aware lately. educating myself on the issues, going to discussions and hearing the issues from other perspectives. doing a lot of listening. reading.
tired of just sitting around, you know?
if the US decides not to (seriously) help Ukraine, is that considered self preservation or an abuse of American privilege?
last night, i watched a panel discussion on the race crisis in america. this younger guy on the panel mentioned how he thought people of color should join forces and use the resources available to us to build a political party that represents “the people”.
that idea is all i’ve been able to think about since i heard him say it.
i’ve gotten into the habit of falling asleep on my couch and waking up in the middle of the night to drag myself to bed.
i have done this enough times to notice that in that moment of drowsy confusion, it becomes easier than normal for me to remember what i was just dreaming about while asleep on the couch.
last night, i had no trouble at all recalling my bizarre dream.
really sometimes i just be up
panicking thinking about how ima properly discuss shit like sexuality and race and religion with my future kids. every little thing you do/say to these people has the potential to have a major and permanent effect on them and that freaks me the fuck out.
just asked a panel of (minority and indigenous) writers in Australia to compare the struggle writers of color face there to the struggle writers of color face here in the states, and it turned into a whole interesting ass discussion
all online. through twitter and google hangout. technology is wild.
also, australians aren’t that great at pronouncing my name